My game is shit, and you know what. I DON’T FUCKING GIVE A SHIT. I don’t care one bit about pulling girls and ALL that fucking shit. This is MY LIFE and it is ABOUT ME. Fuck the haters. They can go take a flying fuck. I am out for one thing and one thing alone, MYSELF. This is not a statement of self-interest, unkindness, oh fuck it. I KNOW this shit. FUCK qualifying it. I MEAN ONE THING AND ONE THING ONLY and I know it.
I don’t give a shit what ANY person thinks about me. I don’t give a shit about ANY routines. they can fucking CALL ME OUT ON IT. I don’t care. They can take a flying shit. FUCK IT.
I DO THINGS FOR ME. THAT’S THE METAPHORE. THAT’S WHERE IT STANDS. The rest are around for the paultry residue of the, FUCK.
THIS IS ABOUT BUILDING MY SELF UP. This is about ME. I could care LESS about any FUCKED UP routines. PULL MY FUCKING FINGER I don’t give a shit.
This DOES NOT mean I can go out and do ANY FUCKING SHIT… (yet). FUCK that untrue thinking. There will always be resistance, but less and less to a point. Some things just aren’t for me to do. WHY talk to all those fucking peopel. I’m out for MYSELF. THE CONFIDENCE IS INTERIOR.
The FUCK IT mindset. THAT IS WHAT I AM OUT FOR. I wan to CULTIVATE IT. GROW IT. BE IT. make it fucking stronger. IWANT TO HAVE THAT SHIT JUMP OFF THE FUCKING PAGE.
The DIFFERENCE between BETA and ALPHA. Can I do it??? CAN I FUCKING FLIP PANCAKES? OH MY FUCKING GOD CAN I DO IT? DON’T EVEN POSE SUCH FUCKING QUESITONS? DO YOU WANT TO WRATH OF GOD TO COME DOWN AND FUCK YOU IN THE WEINER? HOLY FUCKING SHIT
FUCK THAT SHIT.
